The Nightmare Continues

“If we don't fight hard enough for the things we stand for, at some point we have to recognize that we don't really stand for them.” 
― Paul Wellstone

No one knows the panic that can overwhelm you when you are faced with certain inevitable circumstances.  No one knows when you slip away from your desk to go to the bathroom because you can no longer hold back the tears.  No one knows the pain you feel in your heart when it starts to race from the fear of being left with nothing.  No one knows the fear in you when your legs give out because you don't know whether you are coming or going.  You feel like every word is scrutinized; every move you make is looked upon.  Your world has become a minefield or a land full of egg shells with nothingness beneath it constantly worried that one wrong move and you fall into a black hole.

No one knows unless they've lived it.  No one knows.......

My God knows.  My savior sees it all.  He can deliver us in one spoken word.  He can move any mountain with a breath.  He can do anything.  So why doesn't He?  Good question and one I've asked multiple times and have no real answer for.  Perhaps I am not supposed to have that answer right now....perhaps I am supposed to simply trust that He's got this.  He knows the amount of hair on my head, surely He knows what attacks have come against us.  Perhaps there's a bigger story here.  

Seems like every where we turn people just say the same things..."How can they do that?  How can something like that happen in our world?  Didn't you tell them that the info they submitted was wrong?" Uhhhhh, yes....yes, we did.  A few times now.  The courts have had ample time to correct the info but have refused to do so.  BLATANT CORRUPTION!  

There are Federal Laws in place to protect people, lets see if they work.  We called on the Federal Wage and Hour Commission to advise that the Courts have imposed an order that takes over 100% of our income.  That goes against the Consumer Credit Protection Act....lets see what they can do.  We filed a motion to abate the child support order based on erroneous info submitted by the opposition.  First motion was denied.  Let's see if this one is granted.  We filed a motion to strike the final judgment order for vexatious litigation and violations of Rules Of Civil Procedure and violations of our US Constitutional Rights.  Let's see what happens.  

We've submitted our story to Bill Windsor with LAWLESS AMERICA.....let's see what happens

“He ran as he'd never run before, with neither hope nor despair. He ran because the world was divided into opposites and his side had already been chosen for him, his only choice being whether or not to play his part with heart and courage. He ran because fate had placed him in a position of responsibility and he had accepted the burden. He ran because his self-respect required it. He ran because he loved his friends and this was the only thing he could do to end the madness that was killing and maiming them.” 
― Karl Marlantes, Matterhorn